Hello again

Hello again!

I've been so busy. I know I know its the standard answer when people don't write often, right? Well, my lousy hours at work, and my beautiful baby girl take up a lot of time. So, when I do have a few minutes I relax haha...So, I had my baby 14 months ago! Its amazing! I love her so much. But what I cant stand is the weight that has been left behind. I am horrified at how I have been unable to get back to my "old self" I want to so badly. I actually miss being ME! I know that sounds weird but I feel like out in someone else's body.

Today! Today! I must start Today! I will pledge to myself this moment to make better choices, to go to the gym more than once a week. I know I can do this for myself!!

Starting weight 180 It will be Ending weight 150 This is my goal!~ Now, how long will I give myself? A year? Six Months? What is the appropriate length of time? I will have to figure that out as I go. But for now I will concentrate on one day at a time. Writing here will hopefully be my motivation! I am excited!

Today I played Dead...

I have the best job in the world. Today I played dead, we made fake blood and put it all over my cubs shirt (sorry Mike) and stabbed me and dripped blood on my arms for those impressive defensive wounds. I layed on the floor with my (fake) beer cans and the crime scene people came in and concluded I was indeed dead. Even though the floor was cold, it was fun. Hopefully I will have pictures coming soon!

Never Ending

The never ending phase of this particular part of my career is laughable. But fate has a funny way of getting you through your life. Broken leg, broken collar bone, my wonderful wouldn't change in the whole world baby girl!

I just think that someday I will accomplish my goal and then I can continue on to the next one. Starting my Masters Degree or getting another BA. possibly in English so I can write that book I have been wanting to do. And of course I would like to teach at some point. Well, welcome to the musings of a 30 something...hopefully you can take something away from it or just laugh. (with me I hope)