Hello again

Hello again!

I've been so busy. I know I know its the standard answer when people don't write often, right? Well, my lousy hours at work, and my beautiful baby girl take up a lot of time. So, when I do have a few minutes I relax haha...So, I had my baby 14 months ago! Its amazing! I love her so much. But what I cant stand is the weight that has been left behind. I am horrified at how I have been unable to get back to my "old self" I want to so badly. I actually miss being ME! I know that sounds weird but I feel like out in someone else's body.

Today! Today! I must start Today! I will pledge to myself this moment to make better choices, to go to the gym more than once a week. I know I can do this for myself!!

Starting weight 180 It will be Ending weight 150 This is my goal!~ Now, how long will I give myself? A year? Six Months? What is the appropriate length of time? I will have to figure that out as I go. But for now I will concentrate on one day at a time. Writing here will hopefully be my motivation! I am excited!